REPORTING POETRY

In the March 2014 issue of Poetry Magazine, there are seven pages on a conversation with PBS News Hour correspondent Jeffrey Brown.

I can only jump from a line there, to see the flavor of news reporting poetry. Crazy thought reporting news of Poetry!  Starting here with what Brown says:

“I spend most days working with my colleagues to produce news stories, and at the appointed hour I speak into the camera, telling what happened. What is the most important, most interesting, most compelling – wars, elections, natural disasters, news you expect to see and hear.

But there is more to tell.

In Haiti there is a small community center, a sort of library, where every Saturday for the past 10 years or so, the “crazy artists” come to meet one another, read their works and hold classes in writing or painting. On (any) day there is much reciting, singing, shouting lines back and forth in Creole and French, with references to the quake, cholera, hunger, death, but also to pleasure, fellowship, drinking and love, love, love.

I was there as a reporter.  What’s it mean, to report?  Give an account for the day, a tricky thing to be there but not of there. So, we accumulate facts and observations and give that account. In Haiti, that day, men and women gathered together to tell their histories, their lives, their hopes and joys, angers and sorrows.  Poetry happened.

There are many other stories and places. I recently witnessed children in a blighted Detroit neighborhood talk of W.S. Merwin’s line on “words hiding inside this pencil” and then pick up their pencils to write.

Indeed, along the way, in this country and abroad, I met many of our finest, most insightful poets and writers. I asked questions about language, words, and lives that we all share.  I learned over and over that the news comes from many directions, in many forms, that there are many ways – including a work of art, a piece of music, lines of poetry – to describe what happened.

Each of us must come to terms with what we see and what we will say.  On that trip to Haiti in 2011, the nation’s best known poet, Frankétienne, surveying what he called a “dying country”, told me “words cannot save the world.  And yet an account must be given.” 

Frankétienne and the “crazy”poets (of that small gathering in Haiti) continue to observe and write the news of the world.  A journalist continues to report the news of the day.”                                                                                               ……………………………………

Something to think about.

always with love,

Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

Reporting poetry – all her life…..
Young Antoinette sailing to Italy

 

 

 

TO STAY IN TOUCH

I want to stay in touch, in spite of a sticky mouse.

A while back I spilled some liquid all over the desk

top here, and thus I have had to use only a few words

to stay in touch.

Ah, Emerson, of course.  Are Easterners the only ones

who retreat into the wondrous meandering writing that

is Emerson?  Pay it no mind, I have a short one here:

” I

pluck

golden fruit

from rare meetings

with wise men.

I

can well

abide alone

in the intervals,

and

the fruit

of my own tree

shall have

a better flavor.”

…… Written in May,1837,  when Ralph Waldo Emerson

was 33 years old.  From the book, EMPHATICALLY

EMERSON, selected and arranged by Frank Crocitto.

And so it is ever thus, simplicity allowing room for all

that each of us would simmer down to the core as we share.

always with love,

Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

Painting by Katie Kindilien.

QUERTY

Look familiar? That begins the first line of any
typewriter of any poet and I’ve forgotten what it’s
really called as it is connected to my familiar ‘Mac’
which stands in its solitary splendor, containing all
that boggles the mind.

This morning, a bit earlier, I had pulled out a book
of poetry by Billy Collins, pored over its gathered
contents and found nothing that suits my mood.

So, reluctantly, I closed the book, looked at my
empty monitor, and pushed the book of poetry by
Billy Collins up to the edge of this typing thing that
I cannot remember the name of.

I have this habit of lining things up neatly before
leaving them, like going back to bed, or getting up
and really starting the day.

With wonder and amazement, the width of the book
lined its five and five-eights inches precisely up to
“apple”, “option” and “control”, space, and on to the
next set of three things, like arrows, to push down.

What a sense of order! All’s well with the world for
this lovely moment. It’s obvious to me that somehow
Billy Collins managed to give me something to share.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

It's called a keyboard!

PERMISSION TO SLEEP

I have picked up one golf memoir, two books of poetry,
and now this well-worn book of meditations called
B E I N G H O M E.
It’s 5 o’clock in the morning, and I want to finish my sleep.

I know that if I can find the best, best words to share with
you, I will fall back into bed and into deepest slumber.

So, here they are, those words:

“This morning as I put my feet on the floor
let me remember how many thousands of years
it took for this act to be possible —
the slow and painstaking development
so that a human creature could rise,
could stand on two feet, and then walk.

From the very beginning, from the first explosion
Your precise and patient love has been creating us.

The wonder is that now my hands are free
even as I walk or run or stand or dance.
The wonder is that now while I am upright,
my eyes can gaze at the ground,
along the ground
and beyond to the horizon.”

…………..GUNILLA NORRIS, 1991, Being Home.

I am lost in that wonder. Let me never take it for granted.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

CLEAN SLATE

Anyone, who has emptied the refrigerator recently and refilled it
with the essentials, will recognize a sense of permission to
simplify. The hurricane/tropical storm thrust us into emergency
activity and displacement from which we are now emerging.

Some of us, perhaps many of us, not totally back yet.

Well, there’s that word, ‘back’.

It always surprises me that I have not really ever experienced
‘back’. Mostly, it’s “on to the next wave”, isn’t it? Like this poem,
quoted in part:

“Consider the bellringer
as one of us,
attempting some
unachieved,
magnificent difference in the world,
far above
and far beyond
the stone-closed
space
we seem to occupy.

Below
we’re all
effort, listening
and
wilful concentration,
above,
like a moving sea,
another power
shoulders
just
for a moment
the whole burden
lifts us
against our will,
lets us find
in the skyward pull
a needed antidote
to surface noise,
a gravity against gravity,
another way to hear
amid
the clamor of the heavens.”

…………DAVID WHYTE,
from his book of poetry, River Flow.

I have refrained from turning on the TV for the news,
first thing. I’ve allowed a space for another kind of
‘practice’, a pause to contemplate this new day.

Last Wednesday, I was displaced to my daughter’s
place and awoke, later than usual, to the blazing clear
skies of sunshine and clearing. I stood at the door to
the back lawn, in amazement at the beauty of order.

At home, I would have ordinarily plunged into activity
as usual. This glimpse of beauty was a gift of the
hurricane ‘Irene’, … a needed antidote to surface
noise, … another way to hear amid the clamor of
the heavens.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

SOME HERONS

Sometimes three a.m. is a good time for some watermelon,
a half-slice spelt bread, spread thinly with strawberry jelly,
and, yes, coffee. Then, casually open the book on poetry.

Here’s what I found:

“S O M E H E R O N S

A blue preacher
flew toward the swamp,
in slow motion.

On the leafy banks,
an old Chinese poet,
hunched in the white gown of his wings,

was waiting.
The water
was kind of dark silk

that has sliver lines
shot through it
when it is touched by the wind

or is splashed upward,
in a small, quick flower,
by the life beneath it.

The preacher
made his difficult landing,
his skirts up around his knees.

The poet’s eyes
flared, just as poet’s eyes
are said to do

when the poet is awakened
from the forest of meditation.
It was summer.

It was only a few moments past the sun’s rising,
which meant that the whole long sweet day
lay before them.”

……………..MARY OLIVER

So, this whole, long, sweet day lies before us.
Let’s remember to be there.
Here.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

“I hear my being dance from ear to ear”

“I hear my being dance from ear to ear” is a line from a poem
by Theodore Roethke. I had occasion to recall this as I sat in
a large, airy play room, the work and learning place called The
Pilot House in Fairfield, CT.

Too often our heavily scientific approach to health care reverses
Roethke’s lovely insight so that we try to ‘feel by thinking’. Going
in that direction, human beings get lost in the shuffle.

In the book, Poetic Medicine, I found the Roethke quote, and it said
so clearly what moved me profoundly as I watched young people in
groups of seven or eight, feel safe as they performed for us, the joy
shining in their faces as they followed the examples of their teaching
crew, facing them from the back of the room.

So, here is the poem:

“I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow
I feel my fate in what I cannot fear
I learn by going where I have to go.

We think by feeling. What is there to know?
I hear my being dance from ear to ear.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.”

Those young people performing were a cross-section of what it
is to be born with difficult limitation. I saw in their sharing, of which
they were so proud, so brave, so focused on accomplishment, an
example of generosity. They truly embodied the precious and
passionate act of living.

Within me, I can sense an affinity of limitation, and this seeing
brings me to a place of allowing, of non-judgement of myself and
others, that makes of life a dance worth dancing.

What extraordinary young people! What an extraordinary crew and
volunteers. Thanking them, the applause was huge.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

THE SHAPE OF A WHELK

IN 1955 Anne Morrow Lindbergh (yes, that one, the wife of
‘Lucky Lindy) took a vacation, more like a retreat, to a warm
shore and wrote a thoughtful book which recently was re-
printed. Here is a portion that spoke to me:

“I turn the shell in my hand, gazing into the wide open door

from which the occupant made his exit. Had it become an

encumbrance? Why did he run away? Did he hope to find

a better home, a better mode of living? I too have run away,

I realize. I too have shed the shell of my life, for these few

weeks of vacation.

But his shell — it is simple, it is bare, it is beautiful.

Small, only the size of my thumb, its architecture is perfect,

down to the finest detail. Its shape, swelling like a pear in

the center, winds in a gentle spiral to the pointed apex.

Its color, dull gold, is whitened by a wash of salt from the

sea. Each whorl, each faint knob, each criss-cross vein in

its egg-shell texture, is as clearly defined as on the day of

creation. My eye follows with delight the outer circum-

ference of that diminutive winding staircase up which this

tenant used to travel.

My shell is like this, I think. How untidy it has become:

blurred with moss, knobby with barnacles, its shape is

hardly recognizable any more. Surely, it had a shape

once. It has a shape still in my mind.

What is the shape of my life?”

…………………… From the book, GIFT FROM THE SEA.

I was asked a similar question at the opening of the North
Star Underground Railroad Museum, Ausable Chasm, NY
on Saturday. I found that question to be so deeply personal
that I was stumped for words, and that remains with me.

I am grateful to that questioner, for it is such a good time
now to take a look at that. I’ll keep you posted.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

TIMING….

A brand new poem, written less than a month ago, surfaced.
I was so struck by it when I received it from my friend that I
made notes and let it be until I could read it anew. I share it
with you today:

U N E A S I N E S S

“The silent hum of uneasiness drones on …
where does it come from, this
upsetting of spirit?

I run and hide, away from myself, doubting
my own existence
Where are you, really, give me some tangible
place to rest.

My hands reach out in the darkness, there must
be some THING to feel,
Some part of my soul, I ache to come home.

Long ago, pieces of me drifted away, where
have they gone, I call them back from
deep within.

I look inside, a flicker of awareness, then gone,
the day passes, fragmented, what
will a new day bring?”

…………..CINDY MARCUS. 3/13/11

Questioning is important. Reaching for the exact words, this
writing on the computer is easier than pencil slashing, notes
over erased areas.

What the new day brought for the poet was the awareness that
not all aspects of one’s own questioning need be examined at
one time. The right question can be asked, masked in darkness,
only to arise another day in quite a different light.
…………………………………………………………………..

I haven’t figured out how to use lower case slanted (there is
another word for that which escapes me right now). Tech stuff
is not my strong suit. Hence the word ‘thing’ in caps.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette

MORNING THOUGHTS

Hello again. It’s been a while, and many group physical changes
have required being present in a tunnel-like way. And I have new
windows!
So, this morning
I have chosen a curious poem by Mary Oliver:

M O R N I N G

“Salt shining behind its glass cylinder.

Milk in a blue bowl. The yellow linoleum.

The cat stretching her black body from the pillow.

The way she makes her curvaceous response to the small,
kind gesture.

Then laps the bowl clean.

Then wants to go out into the world

where she leaps lightly and for no apparent reason
across the lawn,

then sits, perfectly still, in the grass.

I watch her a little while, thinking:

what more could I do with wild words?

I stand in the cold kitchen, bowing down to her.

I stand in the cold kitchen, everything wonderful around me.”

……………………..MARY OLIVER, 1991-1992

It took a second reading for me to see that here, too,
there are new windows. From one line to the next (the last),
a leap of awareness.

As easy as that.

with love …
Mom/Mimi/Toni/Antoinette